Of days of late, I feel I have been changing to a little monster of rage. I have been slowly allowing myself to harbor anger in my heart, for the small things and the surrounding  people and events. I thought I had left my handphone at work yet again last night, and I started shouting and cursing over and over again. Then I gave an evil eye to each car that passed by my side, and when I had to call my credit card company for a query, I shouted at the person in anger. I then realized I am becoming a monster! I am allowing the world around me to affect me instead of me influencing it! Sigh, what a wicked person I am becoming, not the kind of person I want my future child to see, and I slowly repented, swallowing my pride, and came before my Lord, and asked for forgiveness. I need a change or Lord. Don’t really know whats bothering me persay, perhaps, I am just growing in patient, not allowing the spirit to change me, but rather the world. I need to go back to my source of strength, inspiration and grace, my Lord and Saviour. Forgive me Lord. Mold me Lord.

On this day in History..

• Sunday Sunday Sunday - 2006
• Babies 3 - 2006
• Something somebody once wrote to me - 2006
• Futsal Fever.... - 2007
• Now running Wordpress 2.1 - 2007
• Tonight @ No Black Tie :- Janice Yap - 2007
• Gifts from my baby - 2008

Tags: confession

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