Yes, its the day of the infamous dinner. Plans have been made, venue has been set, time agreed apoun. What will this day be like I wonder? What will my future be? Oh, the tention is soo thick, you can cut it like a hot knife on butter! Am I making sence? I doubt it, I am just randomly typing the words and phrases that come out of my mouth, as I myself am a nervous reck. I shouldn’t be actually, I can talk to almost anybody, when I feel the mood to talk. Believe it or not, I am actually an introvert! All through my primary and high-school, I hardly ever exerted myself. It could be the fact that I come from a very small town, and I was living in the shadow of my Elder brother, who was always the best of everything, and I was always one step behind. Being the middle-child, thats usually the case, so I pretty much kept to myself. In university, something kinda changed, as I got saved, and I slowly began to break out of my shell. I do still revert to my mood of silence, where I just keep quiet and hardly say anything, but these days I need to talk more. Especailly since I am incharge of hospitality at youth church, and I have so many meetings at work where I have to present and anwser questions, and I am a cell leader. If I can talk to 12 year old girls, and 14 year old boys at SS2A secondary cell, I can talk to anybody! Its all a matter of making them feel they are just as important as anybody else. Having said all that, WHY am I nervous about tonight?? Its just a dinner Nick!! And I talk to her all the time at church, well, sorta. Breathe In, Breathe Out! More to come……

On this day in History..

• My Date - A Play by Play - 2005
• Back to work after CNY break.... - 2007
• And the winners are? - 2007
• Back for a few hours.... - 2008

Tags: Love

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